http://www.guardian2zotagl6tmjucg3lrhxdk4dw3lhbqnkvvkywawy3oqfoprid.onion/commentisfree/2022/jul/04/fear-for-my-baby-safety-love-anxious-expecting-parents
I am grateful to Anne Enright, whose funny, brilliant book Making Babies: Stumbling into Motherhood prepared me in a number of ways for the fear. She writes: “Once, maybe twice a day, I get an image of terrible violence against the baby. Like a flicker in the corner of my eye, it lasts for a quarter of a second, maybe less.